i'm disgusting for you?!

‎| urgh,i feel disgust. Im done caring 4 ur feeling. Its sooo not worth it. Haha |

Pernah x uollz terbaca ayat mcm neyh? or maybe uollz dapat ayat mcm neyh?

urmmm...maybe ada or maybe not! 

kan3..!

27/03/2011

7.54 PM 

i got this msg..!

that time tgh ber-FB-walking...

Baru jerr bukak FB and this msg yang 1st in my wall...

well, maybe she didn't mentioned who?! but i know it...!

and its me...!

oyeahhh, its me, Nuraini Latib a.k.a siseliparputus!

and i like your status too.

Betul kata orang senang mencari kawan..tapi senang juga mencari lawan..

bukan senang nak mencari kawan yang faham mcm mana diri kita sebab semua orang x perfect..

bila saya baca msg neyh..

deep in my heart i just pray for her best in her life.

but actually dari word tuh..macam viceversa pulak???!

apa yang viceversa nyerrr???

cer cita..cer cita???

yela, from "word" i'm done caring for your feeling?? 

and 'word' haha tuh maybe mean she is right.

right about she is done caring for my feeling.

but, 

dari kewarasan akal dan fikiran saya,

i'm who the most & totally care about your feeling!

100%

sampaikan aku susah hati and even berwaspada bila fikir kalau2 ada something yang akan buat ko tersinggung hati.

don't know laa if you didn't realized.

or maybe you didn't remember that.

what about you?

you say that you done caring for my feeling?

done caring for my feeling??

when?

cer cita?

bila?

bila aku menangis seorang diri menahan sebak di hati sebab ko tengking aku?

bila aku pujuk hati aku sendiri even ko sendiri tak sedar yang aku bersedih?

bila aku tahan air mata dari gugur sebab tindakan ko?

bila aku lap air mata aku dalam diam tanpa kau pun sedar yang ada air mata menitis saat tuh disebabkan ko?

bila aku menahan sebak dengan ayat ko yang buat aku berkecil hati?

bila aku mengalah dengan request ko?

bila aku pujuk ko saat ko touching dengan sesiapa sahaja eventhough dengan aku sendiri?

eventhough sometimes aku sendiri tak tahu apa salah aku pada ko?

bila ko langsung tak tegur aku dalam kelas eventhough ko kat sebelah meja aku jer?

and that time i'm totally zero about what i have done to you?!

sampaikan ada saat aku termenung seorang diri memikirkan apa salah aku dah buat pada ko?

bila aku runsing fikir apa aku dah buat kat ko?

bila ko bersikap dingin pada aku?

sampaikan ada ketika aku menangis masa taip msg untuk ko sebab nak tahu apa salah aku and ko just ketawa sebab think its so funny!
why i didn't told you all this?

that what you mean by done caring for my feeling?

thanks a lot dear..

i'm so sorry make you feel disgust with me.

i didn't know that i make you feel like that before this..

satu jer aku nak ko tahu, benda paling tajam adalah lidah means that kata2..

sometimes there are somebody would feel hurt because our word.

so,

if we want somebody else cares about us, just feel free to care about others' feeling too.

kalau aku ada tersalah menyakitkan hati ko tanpa aku sedar..again and again i'm so sorry.

bila bercerita tentang hati, its something difficult!

difficult to understand..

and sangat complex!!

tersangat complex..! 

before this when you feel bad and sad..

i'm there with you..

before this when you have a problem..

i'm there with you even through just as a listener..

because i think you need somebody to share about your feeling.

but, now i know the truth about what you feel about me.

‎| urgh,i feel disgust. Im done caring 4 ur feeling. Its sooo not worth it. Haha |

that's it.

sememangnya aku tidak layak untuk semua tu.

salam.

luahan hati,

Nuraini Latib.